My DreamGirl and my problem....
I feel so left behind...
I have competition that I think has the upper hand. I dont know what is my standings and im expecting it to be really low in a way.
I dont say anything and when im around her I dont show her my true feelings.
I feel like that it will be a start of something very painful that i will have to endure again.
If there is one wish or prayer that I need answering, that would be that if (Madz) my dreamgirl, decides to whom she wants to be with, I only hope that she doesnt regret it in any way, bec i will be extremely hurt if she shed tears or be hurt by the decision that she will make.
My hopes for myself winning in this race is slim, and almost gone.
But the measures of my love for her will always remain the same,
as I said to her in a text message, I will love her for the rest of my life.
That is one thing I intend on showing even if i dont get anything in return.
GOD BLESS is all i can say, i hope she knows that i mean the best for her.